I'm Back and Hopefully Ready

After a break I desperately needed I'm back. FINALLY!

I had some drama go down and I needed to spend time with myself and my little family. As well as bring myself back up from where I was which was not a good place at all.

But I'm back and ready to try again.

I will tell you what happened when I'm ready and when we decide to tell anyone because I really don't know if anyone from my life reads this.


So anyways! HI! How are you all? I'm back for BEDA again so I can get into the swing of blogging again. I actually wasn't going to do it but at the last minute after careful consideration, I changed my my mind.

Also, I've decided I'm just going just put our first names on her anymore it gets tiresome to remember type out nicknames.

                              Lily was having fun with her monkey and Elizabeth's carseat

                                                  Lily dressing up and playing

                                                     Elizabeth's first ponytail

                     A week after she learned to crawl she was trying to pull herself up on things

                                          Which she learned a couple weeks later

I have more pictures but I don't want it to be picture heavy so I'll post them tomorrow.

Have a wonderful day!

Jamie

Keeping my head up

It's still been so so rough lately still if it isn't one thing it's another and it's all I can do to keep my head up and looking forward.

Again, I'm doing this on my phone so im sorry if the format is still horrible.

I've been in the process of changing the entire apartment {again} and I'll try and remember to take more pictures of it all as I work. {Even when the place looks like a tornado, earthquake, and various other disasters happened} it's so so horrible to look at.

As it is midnight and I haven't slept since 3am yesterday morning I am going to bed. However, I will share a picture that's been getting me through everything and I can only hope it will help you as well.

Goodnight,
Jamie {Neuriel}

Picture Saturday

The last photo was of my niece's baby's blessing with my dad just a couple days after he got out of the hospital

Busy in the land of us

Oh man we've been busy! I'm sorry for the hiatus!  Everything just happened all at once and it's STARTING to finally calm down. We still have a little bit to go but it's a lot calmer than it was. I also apologize this will be in a paragraph because no matter how much I try I can't get the body to format into multiple paragraphs on my phone so I will fix it as soon as I get a chance to the computer. Until then I'm sorry.

So first off my oldest niece had her baby sweetest thing ever but a couple weeks after she had the baby she had to get surgery on her gallbladder so we've been helping with that she's recovering nicely

Also, finding out that my cat had cancer on her lip and so she got put to sleep because they also found tumors down her throat and started into her stomach my poor baby.

Closely following that my parents moved and we were helping with that

Then my dad got sent to the hospital the airlifted to another hospital for bleeding in his brain on both sides. They said that it had been bleeding for about two to three weeks and was still bleeding when that had sent him to the hospital. Thankfully, they got the bleeding to stop on his right side and drained. However, they said they didn't do the left because they think it'll correct itself.

Then an inspector looking at my parents' new home found black mold in the back two rooms so the day mydad got released from the hospital we were moving them back over to their old place and they sold the new home.

So thankfully we've also got some breaks to ourselves between everything too. I think because of that we didn't loose our minds.

So that's it so far. Glad to be back even though I should be sleeping

Sorry

So I started typing up a long post about my life a while ago but emotionally and mentally I'm just not ready to post yet I'm sorry.  So tonight at 2am on Saturday I was feeling creative and I had afew glasses of wine in my system and I made a blanket fort lol. I need to make a sign still for the entrance but otherwise it's finished.

And **crash**

So today started out normal.

Wake up to princess in bed with me at 5am with her musical seahorse 'horse' and her stuffed Marie {from 'The Aristocats'} 'kitty' when fairy woke up to eat. She {both actually} actually let me sleep in to 8am.

However, I woke up to Princess asking if she could have chocolate milk and a peanut butter and honey 'sammich' for breakfast. 

Spent all morning trying to lighten my hair so I could dye it red which didn't really work like it was supposed to and now I look like a carrot top {the color I was going for} was growing out her roots after dying it a dark brown with redish highlights. 

Which in turn, caused a bit of laughter from Hubs over Skype and from my neighbor. 

In the middle of dying Princess was laying in the middle of the living room floor singing her own version of 'Happy Birthday' which was just "Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you!" Over and over for about five mintures before she ran down the hall and jumped on her rocking horse and was John Wayne for a little bit before the next thing I know she was crying and came to me saying she had to go potty so I set her on and she looked at me so sadly and miserable. She told me she had to throw up. She got down turned around and threw up my poor little princess.

Finally got her down to sleep. And tidied up the place and played with Fairy a little bit {who has taken up screaming if she can't see me}, cleaned and tidied more, avoided folding laundry, Skyped Hubs a few times, ordered dinner, and got Princess situated, watched Fairy try to figure out how to crawl but she ended up rolling around everywhere.

She's not pulling her toys out of her basket!

I also was spending time on Facebook and Tumblr too. 

Now I'm wasting time I have that I could be folding laundry and putting them away. I'm really feeling like I'm crashing hard. 

Also we spent the day out and about yesterday and we even got to stop by and visit a dear friend of ours and they're expecting their second baby soon. I'll post pictures tomorrow however as I am not going to mess up my lovely made bed and pass out in it.

Goodnight all!

Pictures from Friday

I wish I had some of Princess but she was having a ton of fun running around with their daughter I didn't get any good pictures at all :(